I May Be Insane But... It's Funny

I've moved

2006-05-12T18:59:00.000-07:00

HII everyone

I've moved my blog and changed it's theme to something i love more than you'll ever know-
FOOD

Come take a look : )

FunWithYourFood.com

Hope to be talking with you on the new blog!

Signing off-

Teddy

taking the week off

2006-05-01T20:31:00.000-07:00

I just moved!

so I need to work at unpacking for the next week..

Bye bye for now.

: )

hope everyone enjoys the week!!

In going along with yesterday's post ...

2006-04-28T09:45:00.000-07:00

(link)

Hello COW-tty??

yea yesterday they put up cows in Paris so today I'm putting up cows too!
but I could not foresake the Kitty therefore, I'm doing BOTH

: )

HAPPY FRIDAY to ALL

I am NOT an artist

2006-04-27T14:37:00.000-07:00

So imagine you're walking in PARIS and you see this:

Romantic EH?
There will be 110 colorful cows on display in Paris as part of an art exibit. But you better hurry- you can only see it till June 16th. (LINK)

Apparently I'm not getting the symbolism or something here. Who wants a bunch of weird colorful cows? Yea, maybe one of you could explain why this is going on b/c I'll admit that I'm not into modern art too much.

Either way, I think it's pretty darn funny that Paris, one of the romance capitals of the world, is now also home to 110 fiberglass cows.

hahaha

what do you think about it??

A Funny song about the Westminster Mall

2006-04-26T15:53:00.000-07:00

So the Vandals wrote this song about a girl who works at Hot Dog On A Stick at the Westminster Mall in CA.

http://www.kenrocks.net/

http://www.malkelapagading.com/fooddetail.asp?ArticleID=1000870&Category=1000192
I don't' know if you've seen their uniforms but they are unkown to be the worlds WORST.. see:

home.att.net/ ~leahland/hdoas.html

Now remember- they are made out of PURE 100% Polyester.. yeeaaa that's nice - : P

Enjoy!

Lyrics to Cafe 405

Watching her at the mall she don't know me at all
Hope no employee over hears
Think I'm in love with you Red, Yellow, White & Blue
Seems I've been watching her for years,
It brings a smile to my face as she hops with style and grace
Way beyond 9 to 5,
she's keeping hope alive -
Cafe 405
I'd always keep her warm in that silly uniform
Tell her every day that she's the best
Just wanna be with her, I'd never cheat on her
With someone at Panda Express
And nothing else makes me tick
like when she's on that Pogo Stick
I wish I wasn't afraid,
she's making lemonade
It brings a smile to my face as she hops with style and grace
One day our love will arrive, so glad to be alive

Roller Coasters are FUN

2006-04-24T13:49:00.000-07:00

I like roller coasters.. but today, my head feels like I'm on a roller coaster but I'm sitting still

YUCK

I think this roller coaster is the one in Virgina. It's called the Lochness Monster at Bush Gardens. When I was a kid I used to REFUSE to get off the ride till they let me ride it again.. haha- what a little bratty thing to do eh? Well it worked! : P

but now, I definately want off the roller coaster that is my head..

Talk to you all later : ) <--- still smiling of course! b/c I had a fun weekend

I wanna see

2006-04-22T13:36:00.000-07:00

AMERICAN DREAMZ

I think it came out yesterday. Looks absolutely hilarious- but then again I have a tendency to love Mandy movies. And the fact that it's making fun of American Idol makes me tickled pink : ) Hope I get the chance to see it but it is 7 days before the move and counting

Hmm perhaps I should PACK something.. we'll see

I'm off for the day. See you guys on Monday!

Have a nice weekend!!

I think I’ll park HERE

2006-04-21T11:20:00.000-07:00

lolafritzbusby.tripod.com/

I wonder if CA really does have America’s worst drivers. Well in this case it wasn’t technically driving.
Friday- Breakfast day.
At our offices about 85% of the departments have a breakfast potluck. Of course, accounting doesn’t do anything like that. There are only 6 of us and I can guarantee about 3 or 4 out of the 6 won’t want to participate. Because of this Donna and I decide that we need BAGELS. Gotta LOVE the jalapeño and cheese ones :) - they aren’t common though but Donna knows a place that has good ones.

www.jewlicious.com/ index.php/2005/06/

We go to the bagel shop. It’s in a shopping center with a Starbucks and there are only about 10 spots to park in. Not NEARLY enough. We try to go in to see (if by some act of God) we are lucky enough to get some parking there.
We can’t even get in the lot. And here is why. A woman driving a Lexus SUV decided that the best place for her to park was the entrance of the parking lot.

kpix.autobytel.com/.../ showarticle/AID/138982

It’s as if the woman thought “oh there’s no parking in the lot, I’ll just park HERE- in the middle of the driveway.” GENIUS
Since she’s doing that I felt it was appropriate to wail on my horn. Which I did, eventually we find a way to drive around her. And when we do, this woman (who is CLEARLY 1) breaking the law 2) the most self centered person in CA) gives ME a look as if wailing on my horn was just sooo rude. (okay I'll admit it wasn't nice but I didn't pay for that horn to not use it! haha)
BWAHAHAHAHAHAH
What a crazy lady
“Look at me, I have a luxury SUV. I can do whatever I want. Traffic laws don’t apply to me. Hoo hum. Doo dooo deee- La La Lah. WHAT- someone’s honking? At ME? Well that’s just rude.”
haha
Either way, I’m sitting and enjoying a DELISH bagel and laughing. : )

It's time to enjoy your WEEKEND! : )

2006-04-20T21:31:00.000-07:00

Hello Kitty Style !

http://images.google.com/url?q=http://www.personal.psu.edu/users/l/h/lhd106/

It's looking like it won't be a very sunny weekend here in So. Cal but hey, at least it's the weekend! YAY

Just GO already!

2006-04-20T15:08:00.000-07:00

Once again the Puppy makes headlines!

Yesterday I’m walking the dog. All I’m thinking while we’re walking is ‘come on dog do your business already. I’m tired!’ (it was 10:40 at night).
Our dog isn’t well trained when it comes to being on a leash and she stops to sniff EVERYTHING. With the frequent stops it takes the cute little thing about 20-30 mins to get her business done and I was just not in the mood for a LONG walk.
Well the dog has stopped and I kept on going and I turned to her and said
“Hurry up POOPY!”
Now the people around me stop and give me a look as if I just screamed out a horrible profanity (Poop is a funny word not a bad one right? Well maybe not. haha).

www.marianhank.org/ hankweb/hankfame.html

It was quite embarrassing but at least the dog starting moving again.
So what have I learned from yelling poopy loudly in a public place?

1) The word Puppy and Poopy are extremely similar and when you’re waiting for a dog to poop you’re likely to say the latter
And
2) The dog will respond to the name Poopy and that opens a whole new fun door to my life

Perhaps my lessons will some how enrich your life the same way they have mine : )

To start the day off right!

2006-04-20T10:37:00.000-07:00

Anchor Man.

A great movie.

www.cinemanet.sk/ ?page=film&id=1345

Ron Burgundy: Let's go to Brian Fantana who's live on the scene with a Channel 4 News exclusive. Brian?

Brian Fantana: Panda Watch! The mood is tense; I have been on some serious, serious reports but nothing quite like this. I uh... Ching... King is inside right now. I tried to get an interview with him, but they said no, you can't do that he's a live bear, he will literally rip your face off.

[to the Panda] Brian Fantana: Hey, you're making me look stupid! Get out of here, Panda Jerk!

: ) more later!

Good Dog

2006-04-19T12:14:00.000-07:00

About a month ago my roomie got a new dog. She made it her mission to save this thing. Here's what happened. Her friend got it for his girlfriend who wasn't allowed to have it. My roomie, of course, couldn't stand to see the dog go to the pound. So she offered to take it. Well now we have a dog.
Who wants a doggie to live like this?

www.roofrackshop.co.uk/ pet/rosewood-dog-cages.htm

Don't ask me what kind it is b/c I could NEVER tell you. Basically is looks like a black lab puppy (and she's full grown). My whole life I've had cats. I'm a cat person. And here is why:
This is the puppy herself!!

I came home 3 days ago, put my purse on the couch then got myself a snack. The dog was going crraazzyy so I took her out for a run (to get some of that energy out of her). After the run I was all sweaty and gross. I took a shower (a GREAT one, not anything like yesterdays song). Afterwards I change into Pj's and start getting ready for bed. Then I notice my purse is now on the floor- weird

...

I think - "oh no, what did the dog do?"
I rummage threw the purse and can't find that anything is missing (haven't seen much of the dog around either).. then I take step. Ew what is that hard wet plastic thing I just stepped on?
I'll tell you what it was- a COMPLETELYDEVOUREDD lip gloss. My brand new red fruit flavored lip gloss. The dog ate the ENTIRE thing- including most of the packaging. Now I'm searching for her so I can show her what a bad dog she's been. But when I find her all I can do is laugh b/c she has a red tint on her teeth and lips! Hahaha
So this isn't the lip gloss but it's the same packaging

www.veda-versand.de/ index.php?cPath=230_308

Freakin DOG- making me laugh when I'm pissed. That's it- no more lip gloss for her!

SONG DAY

2006-04-18T10:45:00.000-07:00

Tuesday is now officially Songs that make you Giggle day! (so if you know any songs with funny lyrics send em to me and I'll post them some tuesday soon!!)

www.getridofthings.com/ getridofbodyodor.htm

I LOVE showers- like no other human I've ever met. If I could, I would live in a shower. They are just relaxing and great. But since I love my showers so much I have a way that I like the water to fall on me, a temperature that is just right and even the best type of bathroom to shower in. So it's a bit weird but I said I was kooky and it's funny!
Here's a song by Goldfinger that I can totally relate to and it'll make you smile at the same time : )

http://www.lyrics.com/g/goldfinger/

"My Girlfriend's Shower Sucks"

Lyrics:

The temperature changes
It chills me to the bone
It makes me wish that I was cleaning myself at home
It makes me grumpy and sometimes I lose hope
The water's hard, so I cannever rinse the soap
and it's got no pressure
The water dribbles down on me
and it's got no pressure
It's like the shower's going pee

SpongeBob SquarePants

2006-04-17T11:06:00.000-07:00

Here is a story that was generously donated by my co-worker "Donna"

http://www.usawallpaper.com/

I don’t know if anyone has ever seen one of them but they look pretty cool. It's a Sponge Bob Squarepants TP holder. It's easy application too- peel off the backing and it just STICKS to the wall. You don't even need tools. And being a girl who isn't so good with the use of tools, that makes me happy.

Well- Donna got one of these for her bathroom. She lovingly stuck it to her wall. The same night she heard a loud clunking noise (so loud that it awoke her from a sound sleep). But thinking that it was nothing, she went back to sleep.

When she awoke in the morning, she went to the restroom to get ready and get her cell phone (she charges it there). Now to her surprise the door would NOT open. She tried with all her might. Threw her shoulder into the door with a running start, yet it refused to budge. Then it dawns on Donna that the reason the door won't budge is b/c of that sponge bob tp holder! It must be sticky side down. She grabs a spatula, sneaks it under the door and lifts up the tp holder. It works! But for only 3 seconds b4 she drops it and the door closes even further than it was. The spatula can't fit under the door anymore.

http://www.xenocart.com/demo2/item24.html

Donna is starting to panic. She NEEDS to get into her bathroom so she can get ready to go to work. Since her cell phone is stuck in the bathroom she is forced to use the internet to contact friends, loved ones, and random people from high school for help. And just her luck, no one can help.
Donna has a BRILIANT idea. It's sticky side down right?? Well, if she gets some water on it, it'll probably UN-stick. TA-DA

http://www.physics.uiowa.edu/adventure/fall_2005/oct_15-05.html

Donna grabs a straw and a glass of water and starts the tedious task of trying to get the water under the crack of the door. She tries to open the door again, unsuccessfully. Back to trying to get water under the door with a straw.

http://www.mommyneedscoffee.com/index.php/weblog/C5/

As she's laying there doing her best at a nearly impossible task, she's feeling quite ready to quit, and she begins to feel a little rumble. Donna realizes that there's an EARTHQUAKE happening.

www.cr.nps.gov/ delta/concept04.htm

If matters weren't bad enough already, this is JUST what she needed. After a few mins everything settles down and she thinks 'that's it! I'm going full force at this door and giving it one last shot before I just call it quits!'

Donna steps about 20 feet back, gets into a linebacker position and RUNS full steam to knock that damned door down! All of a sudden BAM- SMACK. Donna is in her bathroom, hands on the counter, trying not to fall on her face. Apparently the water idea worked- it just takes a few minutes and an earthquake. Her day can now begin.

HAHAHA
What a story and it's completely true.
Laugh it up b/c it didn't happen to you! : )

Swamp Meet

2006-04-15T12:06:00.000-07:00

I LOVE swamp meets, flea markets, whatever you call them.. They always have the weirdest stuff and everything is so cheap! It's fantastic

Orange county has a really decent free admission swamp meet on Saturdays and Sundays at a local community college. I'm pretty much a regular there (I like to go once a month). Yes, this place has a lot of shady characters but you kind of look beyond all that b/c of the great deals. I park my car in a kind of "secret" lot away from everyone else b/c there's always guaranteed parking there. Today I sparked there as per usual.

I shopped for about 2 hours- had a GREAT time too.. Got lots of stuff- DVD's, fruit, socks (haha yea who buys socks there? I do). Upon returning to my car, I notice something looks different.. But I can't tell what so I figure I'm just being my crazy self and it's in my head. I get in, start to drive but I SWEAR that something is going on with my car.. And so it dawned on me. I no longer had any windshield wipers! So much for my "secret" parking spot.

I mean WHO steals windshield wipers?? Especially in SOUTHERN CALIFORNIA

I'll tell you who- the crazy windshield wiper stealers of the golden west swamp meet! That's WHO.. I'm releasing a picture of what the criminal(s) may look like..

If you have any details of where this person may be located, please notify me immediately and I will be able to drive in the rain again.

OR

you could just laugh b/c someone STOLE WINDSHIELD WIPERS in So. CAL
hahahhahaha

I use them about 4 times a year- have fun

Hope everyone has a great- rain free- Saturday! And if it rains, I hope there's one of these :
Don't forget to smile today : )

We are smat-- I mean SMART

2006-04-14T11:48:00.000-07:00

Two words
TOASTER OVEN

The story to follow : )

It's Friday- everyone wants to slack off on a Friday. It's a world-wide known fact. If you say otherwise, your boss is probably standing next to you when you're saying it.

Everyone in the office here today is in full Friday spirit.
Several of us met up in the break room and were sharing eachother's funny stories. One of my co-workers complains about how long it's taking for his english muffin to heat up. I walk over and comment "hey GENIUS, you need turn it to HIGH- you barely have any heat coming out- it's just luke warm"
another five mins go by and STILL his muffin was cold, cheese still unmelted.

Doesn't it kind of make you sad- sitting there, unheated?

Me, Donna ('PEN-is' girl from yesterday) and english muffin guy are all standing there wondering what in the hell is taking so long. We look, it's plugged into the power strip- it SHOULD work. Well obviously the toaster oven is broken right? I mean it's made by black & decker. Don't they make tools? I bet it's all just a ploy to get you to buy their tools to fix their crappy toaster oven.
FINE- the oven isn't working- just use the toaster.
wait...
the toaster isn't working either... now we're all thinking the same thing- What is really going on here?

well, I'll tell you what's going on. The power-strip, yea, it's not turned on. But I am PROUD to say, after 20 minutes, I am the one that figured it all out. Thank you!
You may now heat your english muffins in the breakroom.

I would now like to present my co-workers, and myself, with the following words of wisdom:

In case you can't read the small print-"It could be that the purpose of your life is only to serve as a warning to others" oh how true it is.

but hey- at least it's entertaining

Preview for the day !!

2006-04-14T09:09:00.000-07:00

It's Good. It's Holy. It's Hello Kitty GOOD FRIDAY!

Oh there's more.

But you'll have to wait

Can you handle it???!!!

hehehe : )

OC Thursdays

2006-04-13T14:08:00.000-07:00

I doubt there's many people who don't know Fox's hit show- The OC.
I'm from there and I'll admit, up until recently I was a fan. Yes Yes I know. It's an incredibly materialistic terrible show but that's what makes it so freakin GREAT. I like how they play the cheese-factor. Over the top and loving it!
And I will also admit that if it wasn't for Seth and Summer I would have never watched the show. Come ooon just look at them!!

And now I have to say that I am a recovering OC fan.
After watching for 2 and a half seasons I fear that this show has just gone too far. I can no longer watch it. There is too much Marissa and Ryan. Seth used to be have a much better script. This entire season, I've been unimpressed, disenchanted and just turned off by the whole plot twists. Making Seth smoke weed? DUMB.. then not getting into college because of it? DUMBER.. and the DUMBEST- breaking up Ryan and Marissa AGAIN. boo

I am now officially announcing that I, Teddy, am no longer an obsessed OC fan.

PHEW now that's off my chest I can tell you a great story from my coworker today. It's about PENS.

I'll give you a second to try and let you come up with a story about a pen that is funny so I don't have to write this one.

go on- give it some thought

anything yet??

yea I thought not
Okay If I MUST tell you a funny story about a pen, I will. But only b/c I like you so much- Here we go:
My coworker (we'll call her Donna) had to deliver some papers to a boss (we'll call him George) today. Unfortunately George was not at his desk when Donna stopped by. So Donna did what most people would do, she left the papers on his desk and proceeded to write George a note. While Donna was writing the note she noticed that the pen was running out of ink. Donna thought she'd let George know that he needed a new pen. So at the bottom of her note she wrote: P.S. Your pen is dying.
Before she left the note she re-read it for errors. At this point Donna noticed something terribly odd about the note. While she was writing the 'PS' section she wasn't paying attention. Now that she was looking it over the 'PS' said something ENTIRELY different than what she had intended to say. It read:

PS- Your PENIS dying.

hahhahahahha
in a panic she tried crossing out what she had wrote but it was too late. The pen was DEAD.

THE END

come on I thought that was funny
now crack a smile : )

have a nice day!

You know it's Wednesday when...

2006-04-12T12:10:00.000-07:00

Wednesday- halfway through the week but still a while 2 days to go. I guess it's kind of how you look at it. On one hand there's the extreme JOY of being half-done with the work week then on the other there's the crappy-ness (yes, it is a word- i just wrote it didn't I?) of thursday and friday hahha

Wow that first bit goes extremely well with this
AAANNND we're over it haha- YAY for Wednesday!!

Moving on.

I know I usually gush about how great itunes is and yadda yadda yadda but today is my day to say NO to the itunes madness!

Now let me explain why. As we're all aware my ipod recently broke as well as my computer. Lucky for me my roomate has itunes on her computer. And her itunes has about 60% of the music I had on my computer. So here was my master plan.

Organize/categorize/sort her music into burnable sized files. Doing this took about 5 hours. And thus I began to burn. I've only burned 2 cds out of the 16 or so I plan on burning.

Well I put them in my NEW car (scion xA!!! ) b/c it plays Mp3 cds but NO it doesn't work!!! Itunes makes Mp4's!! Darn them to HECK!- grrrr.

So I sat on a computer for FIVE ours and I SITLL don't have music to listen to in my car. BOO

Which brings me to this:

If anyone knows how to turn Mp4's into Mp3's I will GIVE you this smiling monkey. Just post a comment telling me how to do it and I will think you are a computer GOD.
(warning no monkey will actually be given)

THIS LAST BIT IS FOR BECKY!!

SHE SUGGESTED I WRITE A BLOG IN CAPS AND WITH MOUNTAINS. THERE YOU GO HAHAHA

If anyone has any ideas on blogs for me to do, I'll probably do them. I love telling crazy stories, just give me a subject you wanna hear about and I'll go wild and pictures and whatnot. It'll be fun- I promise : )

ok see you tomorrow!

Bowl of Oranges

2006-04-11T10:58:00.000-07:00

This is what a broken ipod does!

This song will NOT get out of my head. I love it but since the ipod is broken I can't hear it. Yeaa everyone should feel SO sorry for me b/c the ipod is broke hahaha. Ok as a reward for reading my dumb jokes, read this song and it'll make you smile. Too bad my Ipod wouldn't smiilleee!! but seriously- read the song haha

The rain, it started tapping on the window near my bed.
There was a loophole in my dreaming, so I got out of it and to my surprise my eyes were wide and already open.
Just my nightstand and my dresser where those nightmares had just been.
So I dressed myself and left then, out into the gray streets.
But everything seemed different and completely new to me-The sky, the trees, houses, buildings, even my own body.
And each person I encountered, I couldn't wait to meet.
I came upon a doctor who appeared in quite poor health.
I said " there is nothing I can do for you that you can't do for yourself."
He said "Oh yes you can. Just hold my hand. I think that would help."
So I sat with him a while and then I asked him how he felt.
He said, "I think I'm cured. No, in fact, I'm sure.Thank you Stranger, for your therapeutic smile."
So that is how I learned the lesson that everyone is alone.
And your eyes must do some raining if you are ever going to grow.
But when crying don't help and you can't compose yourself.
It is best to compose a poem, an honest verse of longing or simple song of hope.
That is why I'm singing...Baby don't worry. Cause now I got your back.
And every time you feel like crying, I'm gonna try and make you laugh.
And if I can't, if it just hurts too bad, then we will wait for it to pass and I will keep you company through those days so long and black.
And we'll keep working on the problem we know we'll never solve.
Of Love's uneven remainders, our lives are fractions of a whole.
But if the world could remain within a frame like a painting on a wall.
Then I think we would see the beauty.
Then we would stand staring in awe at our still lives posed like a bowl of oranges, like a story told by the fault lines and the soil.

See it makes you smile : ) Okay I'll write more later.. just wanted to share a nice song with you

This weekend

2006-04-10T15:57:00.000-07:00

OH MAN- what an exhausting weekend!
Of course I went to see the boyfriend in San Diego.
Let's see, I got there Friday night and I was already tired from the 2 hour drive.
The boy decided to throw a party that night and while I like his friends, boy was I tired.. By the time we got to bed I had been up 20+ hours and I was about 20 mins away from attacking Richard out f pure tiredness

On Sat I went out to breakfast with cara and some other folks
Cara writes a blog that's cute... http://www.dognabbit.blogspot.com/
Here is a picture of her cute new puppy! Her name is emily and apparently she doesn't mind having bows in her hair at all : )

I know it's a bit blurry but the cuteness still comes thru.
Other than that I sat around a lot waiting for Richard to get some homework done
However, in my boredom i took a pic of Mr.Starburst
Everyone- Meet Mr Starburst

Isn't he CUUTTTEE?? I got him for richard b/c I really want a kitty and so does richard. We're moving into our new place in about a month now and it allows kitties!! YAY. so you know we'll be getting one ASAP : )
Saturday night we headed over to Music trader and watched The SESS (a local SD band) play for free.. It was a dancing good time- although, again, I was tired.. Hmm maybe I'm getting old b/c I've been too tired lately. EEKK nooo- I'm only 23... there's no way that's old..
riight?

Sunday wasn't the best of days at all.. Richard and I were at eachothers throats for a loonng time. Not fun. But the cool things that happened were
1) I got to see cara again : )
2) cara gave me a ffffrrreee microwave b/c our place doesn't come with one.
AND THE BEST THING EVER
3) I got to eat Mama Testa's!!

This is the best mexican food place in ALL of San Diego.. and I am not exaggerating at all. I mean the salsa is to DIE for! if you live within a 50 mile radius I suggest you go.
I Love the Gauca Tacos. mmMmmmmMMmm

ooh and I also got to watch Family Guy last night. That's a wonderfully hilarious show.

That's about it for this weekend.

And she's back!

2006-04-07T10:19:00.000-07:00

It's FRIDAY.. I just have to put up the Hello Kitty pic ; )
Apparently you can print this pic out an color it! I think I might do that. Don't deny that coloring is fun- b/c I'm 23 and I still LOVE it.
Ok- moving on
This past month or so has been a dosey for me

I've had just about everything I've ever owned break on me. Here's my impressive list:
my car
my computer
my ipod
my cellphone

It was quite stressfull b/c on top of it all, I've been looking for a new place to live. Pheewww wweee. That was a mouthful eh? Well since all that's been going on, there's a lot of new things in my life that I'm loving.
Starting with my NEW CAR : )
It's a Scion xA

It's awesome.. I think i got a great deal. It was 15000 out the door- and it was 15000 BEFORE I took 500 off for being a recent college grad and another 600 or so for my trade in. woohoo
It came fully loaded with: Air conditioning, Pioneer sound system, a hook up for my ipod, power everything, AND it gets 31 MPG streets and 38 MPG highway (that's pretty much the best you can get instead of getting a hybrid!)
I'm so excited. The car is completely me. It's little and efficient : )

My next new toy is my new cell phone!

Yep that's right, I got a razor : ). It was only 50 bucks after I get the $50 rebate. I'm pretty excited about that still

Well those are my two new toys. I'm pretty happy about them. One big problem remains tho. My computer!
I don't know what to do. Here's what happened. I was walking with it in my hands and the dog tripped me and I dropped it. Now it doesn't really turn on. It starts to power up but then it turns itself off in like 5 seconds.. Im thinking a may have knocked something loose. Does anyone know where I could go to get it fixed cheap?? I'd LOVE the help.

Stupid People

2006-02-13T17:29:00.000-08:00

What in the WORLD is more frustrating than ignorant, stupid, and just plain MEAN people?

nothing.. GGRRR
I was at work today when I realized something, I am content with what I do. It's just ONE person that is pushing my button right now.. GRRR.. I can't believe how rude she is. and now I have to email her everyday when I get into work to PROVE that I'm there on time..

pisses me off like noo other..

you know what i could use right now??

BOVINITY DIVINITY!!!!!!!!
too bad they stopped making it about hmm 5 YEARS ago..

BOO to that too.. that was my FAVORITE flavor.. you don't even know.. I've written Ben and Jerry's several times requesting that they bring it back.. but just little ol' me couldn't get the job done : (.. hmm if people actually read this thing maybe I could get them to request it and get it back into the rotation!!
http://www.benjerry.com/our_company/contact_us/forms/resurrect.cfm

that's the link to request ANY of b & j's old flavors be put back into stores..

moving on

here is my favorite part about this weekend :

Vice president Dick Cheney SHOT a 78 year old man.. BWAHAHHAHA

Umm how do you work this thing???

WAY TO GOOO

seriously tho- I played cards with the fam all day sunday and it was great.. my uncle is THE FUNNIEST : ).. and it didn't hurt that I won 2 out of the 3 games we played hehe

ok must go work out now..
byyee : )

Hello Kitty Friday TWO!!

2006-02-03T12:57:00.000-08:00

welcome to hello kitty day numero 2

YAY

so work is really cracking down and saying we can only go on the internet for fun when it's our lunch break.
BOO to that

it's just easier to post here b/c my laptop at home is working like a POS right now.. oh well

Tonight richard comes up to see me. YAY
we're going to my parents super bowl party on sunday which means we'll both weight like 10 lbs more next week
SUPER

okay i don't want to be fired sooo ADIOS.. i'll write more from home i guess.

Black History Month

2006-02-01T11:36:00.000-08:00

Today starts Black History Month! : )

Okay I'm not some huge history buff or anything but today I was blank on what to write a blog about. I was curious if anything cool happened recently on this day and here is what I was reminded of (and something that I find to be fascinating):
THE APARTHEID

On Feb. 2, 1990, President F.W. de Klerk lifted the ban on the A.N.C. and announced Mandela's imminent release.

Nelson Mandela
Nelson Mandela is an exteme human rights activist that won the Nobel peace prize in 1993 for his indispensible role in ending Africa's apartheid. I was quite young when this whole thing was happening but I remember bits and pieces of it. Basically Africa was a racially divided state- non-whites had to carry around special identification papers and everything (and of course that's the LEAST of the problems the apartheid caused).
I remember thinking how crazy the whole thing was- my best friend at the time was black and I couldn't imagine why she would be seen any differently than I (especially in the eyes of the government). Well enough about me. I just wanted to say this man is absolutely amazing and is worthy of admiration (hell he was in prison for 5 years facing LIFE there).

Here are other African American Nobel Peace Prize winners:

Ralph Johnson Bunche : First African American to be awarded the Nobel Peace Prize for mediating the 1948 Arab-Israeli truce.

We all know Mr. King. He was the 2nd African American to receive the Nobel Peace Price.

That's really all I time to research right now. Perhaps I'll add more later. Have a great Black History month!! : )

MONDAYS

2006-01-30T12:45:00.000-08:00

Welcome to MONDAY!

Has anyone ever seen the movie Office Space? If you haven't I suggest you do so ASAP. GREAT movie. Pure comedy. I want to be Bill Lumberg- honestly.
I mean I just here myself saying "Yea, um, HI..." hahaha

I need to start wearing glasses like that too.

Any- who

Hope everyone had a great weekend. How was mine you ask?? Well... Let me tell you

Friday I was supposed to head over to my babe's house remember? Well stuff happened and Richard ended up coming to OC to see me : ).
worked our rather well if you ask me. hehe. Angela had people at our houe till around 4 in the morning b/c she was doing a photo shoot for the NAHA awards (http://www.oneroof.org/naha/attend.html).
It was fun to see her at work and to hang out with the girls. If I can get some of the pics out of angela, I'll post them but they're in the editing process right now. I hope Ang places!
Saturday
Richard and I woke up early to walk the dog (it was her last day with us b4 she wend home : ( )
Since it was her last day here, I insisted on taking her to the park and getting some cutie photos of her.

After that Richard and I were supposed to play some frisbee golf but we passed out and didn't wake up till 330 (frisbee started at like 3)
I wanted to shop so I dragged richard along with me and before we knew it, we were starving. Shopping was in Irvine and that's pretty close to one of my favorite resturants ever. TACO LOCO or Loco for short. They have to worlds best blacken tofu burger.. And I know I know- you probably don't like tofu BUT even people who aren't fond of tofu think this burger is pretty tastey..
If you live in the So Cal area I definately suggest you try it.
TACO LOCO

Needless to say the meal was excellent- it was Richards first time there and he really enjoyed the food- YAY!! It would be hard to live with a guy who hated the food that I love.. But we both like the same stuff for the most part. I'm excited- looks like the moving in thing just may work out hehehe

Saturday night we just hung out with ang and her boy Travis (a nice funny guy).. At around 12 midnight Richard and I and Ang had a mega-craving for Rite Aid icream (thrifty brand). Richard and I went on a search for an HOUR for an open store but we sadly unsuccessful.
We ended up just buying some random ice cream at the store

*NOTE TO ANYONE WHO WORKS AT RITE AID: Open a 24 hour store in the FV, HB area!! Plleeaaasee!!

Sunday

This day was mostly dedicated to Richards essay- BOOOO
The good news is, since Richard was working and needed to be left alone, I decided to go shopping :)
The first stop was at BestBuy to use my giftcards from xmas/bday: here's what I bought: Edward Sissorhands, Big Fish, and Dodge Ball. All for $2 thanks to my giftcard and smart shopping.

Next I stopped at Footies- a shoe store that sells shoes 3 for $25.
I went home watched Dodge Ball and wait some MORE for Richard to finish his h/w

FINALLY at 4 he was done and we fell asleep. We woke up at 730 only to realize that we were supposed to meet/call my parents for dinner at 5. They called 4 times.. wow.. I felt bad
My folks still met with us and we had a wonderful dinner

At 1030Pm my baby left me to go back to SD.

THE END- (wow theyre always longer after the weekend)

t. g. f. H.K. f.

2006-01-27T09:45:00.000-08:00

Source: http://studio-f.com/albums/album04/kitty_39.jpg

Thank Goodness for HELLO KITTY Fridays!! : )

Who doesn't like Hello Kitty? and who doesn't like Fridays?
EXACTLY
So Hello Kitty Friday seems like a natural and wonderful way to start the weekend. I'm pretty tired. This little kitty looks like she's going to sprinkle sleep dust in my eyes and let me wander off to Dreamland.
WOW how nice would that be?
mmMmMMmMmmmMMmm
hello kitty sleep : )

My plans for this weekend include going to San Diego to see my babe Richard : )
Lettme talk to you about richard's LOVE of SD. He was born and raised in SD. It's his home, his love, if SD was a person- he'd marry her haha.
PICTURE OF RICHARD'S LOVE :

Source: www.artandframingsolutions.com

okay okay enough about what RICHARD loves.. My turn haha
Okay I have a thing with animals. I love em. Like crazy.
Here are some I L-O-V-E lloooove ; )

Everyone loves monkeys

Since I came back from Thailand, I've had a thing for elephants : )

Im part eskimo so Huskies= YAY !!

Who can deny a kitten?

Finally- My love for FOOD is probably matched by NO other
ask my bf; we discussed every type of vegetable or fruit we new for about an hour. and then picked it up again later b/c I remembered more hahaha

WOW- I've posted far too many pics
Thus- to top it all off and make it completely and ridiculously over the top here is a picture of me and my sweety. I get to see him in like 9 hours!!

15 mins till I'm DONE

2006-01-26T16:16:00.000-08:00

EL-OH
What's on my mind (or on my tummy i guess) is this whole "fat" thing
I'm a vegetarian right? Supposed to be healthy right? hmm not so much
I still eat french fries and chips and evil-evil yet-oh-so-delicious CHOCOLATE
Okay am very aware of the fact that I am NOT FAT by any means. I weigh like 111 lbs. BUT I'm really freaked out about getting big.
Ever since I started this office job I can feel my clothes fitting differently. I'm definately not a size 1 anymore (and that's in GAP sizes which are bigger than all the rest.. believe me, I know, i worked there for 2 years).
I really want to be healthy. To work out 3-5 days a week. But when I get home it's like the motivation is gone. I'm so drained from the day that all I want to do is pop in a movie and become the freakin BLOB. I've been forcing myself to work out some.
I'm trying to drink water too ( i KNOW that'll help with my desk-time snacking)
but today i put on this STUPID pants and BOY am i thinking of how tight they are.

Feels like this:

OH well- I'll work out tonight and I drank 3 bottles of H20 today. Perhaps wearing my pants that make me feel fat is good motivation to work out. We'll just see.

It's 430 and I'm heading on home : )

BYEBYE

Water and ugliness

2006-01-25T12:15:00.000-08:00

Can I just say that today I look like my face was beaten with the ugly stick.
It's wonderful and while I know it's not Richards fault I'ma go ahead and blame him for it haha. (sorry babe- wait no, I'm not really sorry! This is ALL your fault!!!haha)
Well let me explain the reason for my ugly-ness.. I have a gross cold sore on the right side of my lip. BOO.. and the only person I've been kissing is Richard- thus I blame the boy.
I know I'm leaving out some key details in my logic (like the fact that I've been getting cold sores since I was 7 years old) but, it's just easier this way.
Therefore today I will pay homeage to the OTC god of cold sores ABREVA:

FIX ME PLEASE. I feel like a freakin hunch-back. This creme has worked before (and it damn well better! Costs 14 bucks). Pray for me. Cold sores are ugly for everyone- not just me, those who have to look at my ugly mug. Oh those poor people. Think of the poor people and PRAY
haha okay that's enough of that.
Moving on
I LOVE water. Let me tell you why
1) it sustains life as we know it
2) it's a great filler if you're hungry
3) when I drink a bunch of it at work it allows me to get up 5 times a day to go to the bathroom and that's good b/c bathroom time = free break time haha
4) SEE BELOW

This is a WATERfall- goregious. Richard and I hiked here on oour way home from the SF/Monterey trip. My roomie says that the pics we took in front of it look like engagement photos hahha
but then I got to thinking and that would be a wonderful place to get photos taken for an engagement.. I supposed I should wait till I'm engaged to think about this.
HO HUM- another day in front of the computer.. YAY
but today is HUMPY DAY (wednesday) which means the weekend is coming up sooner than it feels. I may go see the boy this weekend- not 100% for sure. The fact that we have a dog living with us is really helping with my missing him. I like it.. Lord knows how it's going to be next week when the puppy leaves : (
Welp, it's about my lunch time. Ima go pee first (thank you H20!!) hahaha

As my english step dad john always says,
CHEERS : )

I love Apples : )

2006-01-24T11:03:00.000-08:00

When I say Apple I mean this:

Not some FRUIT. haha
I'm sitting at work. Trying to force the time to go by faster. Apple makes IPOD. I LOVE IPOD. Honestly- it's probably the best investment of my graduation money. It has provided me with hours of entertainment at work and not to mention helped me survive some LONG planes rides (can anyone say ITALY and an UMP-TEEN hour flight to get there?)
Apple helps pass time. Now I know there are a hundred and one other types of MP3 players but I don't own those ones otherwise this whole thing would be for them- geesssshh.

And I must say that Apple came up with a catchy advertising sceme to sell them as well. I mean look at this:

It's like me (if I could dance) holding an ipod haha.
And who doesn't like PINK? Exactly. I'm glad you're understanding this.

Any-who:
What I'm listening to right now is a band called The Honorary Title
The song is Petals- I love this song : )
Here are the Lyrics to what I'm listening to : ) hehe
Petals broke from tips of roses hidden underneath my arm. All the framed, different poses of places. I'll soon forget that I'll soon forget. Tell me again that part how you didn't feel a thing. That part how you never actually really ever did. And lift yourself from my grip but don't fall asleep. Nothing you say can or will ever penetrate these walls that I create. When you spew that barage of insulting words. No that isn't all, that isn't all. Five stitches seal the crease from the fit fueled by your aching. You're so temperamental darling with your little disease. I'm happy for you baby, but I don't wanna know.

I guess I just really like how this song sounds. Yea I'm not good at explaining these things.
But you want to know who's WONDERFUL at explaining music??
MY BOYFRIEND hehe (you know I have to mention him everytime- it just wouldn't be a real blog without it !)
SEE- he plays music

Aw my bf is so great- too bad no one but me will experience the full and completely weirdness that is HIM. Oh by the way- we're thinking about moving in together quite soon. Around May-ish.. Everyone is basically telling me it's too soon and it's not a great idea. I'm so glad I have people who SUPPORT me in my huge-life changing choices. BOO.
I know this might sound bad but here's my line of thought: I'm taking this as I did when I was moving in with Ang. I know that it'll be rough and could RUIN everything but it also could be GREAT.. and look- things with angela didn't turn out wonderful but our friendship has more than survived the bumpy patches. OK- enough of THAT.

In summary-

YAY for Ipods. Every ipod. Doesn't matter the shape or size- it's all good to me : )

Weekend with fam and fun

2006-01-23T11:50:00.000-08:00

Let's see, let's see.. Where to start?
Well friday I guess is the offical beginning of my weekend so I'll kick it off there. Friday after work I had plans to hang out with Ang (my roomie). I worked out beforehand then she came home and we decided to go out to dinner.
We picked up Catherine and headed over to BJ's (Catherine was craving a HUGE stuff potato). We decided to go to the BJ's with the SWAMP by it. If you don't know the swamp/cell phone story of mine and angela's- well you're missing out. The wait was forever b/c it was 730 or so on a friday night. The three of us had a great time catching up and making fun of our relationships (some of us are in DENIAL about even having a relationship hahha jjuuusst kidding : )) Ang had to cut it a little short b/c 1) she wasn't feeling so hot and 2) she wanted to see her boy before leaving to Palm Springs for the weekend.

The girls : )
I had a good time even tho I wanted to hang out a little more than that
So on to Saturday
Saturday day was set aside for me and Richard to go meet my family (it was richards first time! eekk). Of course an 8 year old's birthday party needs to be at like 10AM and I live like 80 miles away BOO. Richard had to drive up to my house at like the BUTT CRACK of dawn (he was there by 745AM!!).. Which means I was up that early too.. YUCK
I was trying to be all cutie nice and have breakfast made for him when he got there but he was Mr. Speedy-Gonzales and got to my house in an hour and a half when it normally takes 2 hours.. As soon as he arrived I cooked him some waffles, eggs and some hashbrowns (Yum that sounds real good right now)
He scarfed it down, we bummed around for a little bit and then it was time for me to actually get ready. We told my parents we would be there by 930. At 928 we got a call asking why we weren't there yet and my mom sounded upset. We were litterally turning onto their block.
It wasn't good Mom and John were obviously fighting. After a scene at Starbucks and the threat of not going at all, Mom and john worked it out and we headed up to LA.. I was way embarassed by it but Richard didnt care and was his normal, wonderful self : )
I had NO idea where we were going so of course we ended up getting a little lost. But we made it to my uncle's house at around 11 or 1030. From there on out it was fun.
Here's what we did:
We ate a big meal, my cousin opened her presents, played some darts, played with a furby, roy got his little girl to give him a hair cut (which we decided was a metal mullet), played with some random toys, and listened to my cousin "play" the piano.. All in all it was fun and I had a good time. I was worried about the whole 'richard meeting the fam' thing, but he always handles it so well. Richard really liked my uncle too.. Thought he was a riot (which he definately is haha)

Roy's metal Mullet : )

Fun with the Furby that my cousin got for Xmas

The birthday girl and Grandpa : )
Fun huh??
Well saturday night we watched Hotel Ruwanda (I'm not sure how to spell it). That was definately TOO MUCH for me.. I get too upset with those things.. I decided that I NEEDED to go out that night. To cheer myself up and whatnot.
Richard and I ended up going out to dinner with Dominque and her bf Peter.. The place we went to was a soul food place that had great atmosphere and was fun.. There was dancing afterwards but I think Dom was the only one that wanted to dance so she was over-ruled on this one. We just ate then hung out outside and talked. Peter seemed really tired and I KNOW I was and richard must have been too.. We all agreed we'd go back again tho. : )
Sunday richard and I played with Dom's parents dog. Her parents went out of town for the weekend so all of us agreed to watch her.. she's a GREAT dog. She was trained to be a dog for the handicapped but they decided that they really wanted to keep her and spoil her : )
She's a Golden Retriever. We didn't get any actual pics of her but here's kind of what she looks like.
But minus the snow b/c we live in Souther CA haha

We took her to a park and bought her toys and spoiled her like crazy.. I can't wait till richard and I get a kitty ( I think a dog may be too much for us in an apt- soo a kitty it is YAY).. I've been thinking of this cat thing and Ive decided I kind of want a red/orange kitty like this

I actually haven't really mentioned it too much to richard.. but I know we're DEFINATELY just going to the pound.. I'm not paying $$$ for a kitty when there are kitties dying..
yea so, I want to call it Rajah (like the tiger from Aladdin).. what can I say? I've been thinking about it a lot.. I'm excited haha

well I need to start doing a little work.. Adios : )

Sleepless nights suck!

2006-01-20T09:40:00.000-08:00

F*CKIN COOFEFEEEEE.. I don't even LIKE it all that much and I'm drinking it as I type this thing- and YES it's sugary GIRLY coffee that some people think isn't REAL coffee at all but it's yummier that way so : P haha
OK for the past WEEK i haven't been sleeping well- what is REALLY going on with this?.. it's completely annoying the hell out of me too.. I mean i'm irritable, emotional and I haven't been working out like I want to.
Here's what happens: I get home from work at 5ish and I'm usually hungry so I grab something quick to eat. THEN I start to realize how tired I am BUT I have about 3954958 things I need to accomplish like laundry or groceries or cleaning or even freakin showering.. so I'm irritated b/c i can't sleep when I want.. then I call the bf.. stupid of me probably b/c it kind of eats up the time that I don't have.. and I call with no reason other than to say hi.. I mean I love him and I miss him SOOO much but I kind of think I should have a reason to call him now. We;ve been bickering more than usual and I know it's me.
I'm tired. I hate the feeling of being long distance (but I still love him and want to be with him).
BOO

I just want to be here again!!

Okay b*tching about it is dumb.. I get to see my baby tomorrow! I know everyone is excited for me haha.. that way I'll be super happy.. awww look how cutie he is..

I had a mini work crisis this week today too.. I thought that my boss hated me. That wasn't fun. But then we had a meeting and I did really well in collection soo he loves me again! haha
He even gave me a high five. This actually kind of weirded me out in a good way.. I was perplexed b/c 1) I've never been high fived by a boss 2) I don't even remember the last time I was high fived at ALL (probably over a YEAR or two haha)..
but it made me feel a hell of a lot better about my job security.. I mean, it seems like unless I do an amazing job, I'm in trouble.. HAHAH lucky for me they think I've been doing well : )

Tonight I get to hang out with the roomies. We're heading out to LA to see Metal Skool. Here is what metal skool is:
PURE AWESOMENESS

YAY
it's going to be wonderful to have a night of fun with the friends.
I'm supposed to wake up early the next day (and when I say early I mean early- like 7AM on my day off!!) and drive BACK to LA to see some family. But my mom offered me a way out and I'm seriously considering taking it
See- my bf's supposed to come and meet the FAM for the first time.. But apparently the fam that we're visiting are on rough grounds and she's afraid there may be a scene. Mom my thinks that this won't leave a good impression on the bf so she suggested us not going. Well I know for a fact that my honey won't care if there's a scene or anything BUT I also know that I'm going to be tired and so is he.
Thus, we may not go b/c of the tireness but we'll SAY it's b/c we're scared my fam will make a scene.. haha- I'm bad.. it is my cousin's 8th bday.. blah- why does an 8 year old need a party that starts at 9 AM on a saturday?
I'll just buy her a cute present and give it to her next time I see her maybe?
BOO- having a conscience is NO FUN.

okay I have a lot to do today.. I'm off.. have an awesome FRIIIDDAAYYY! : )

Road Trip CA Continued

2006-01-12T14:13:00.000-08:00

Our trip started on EARLY thursday morning (5am- an ungodly hour but richard said he didn't mind). We wanted to beat the normal rush hour traffic in LA and we did.. Lettme just say that richard was a complete sweetheart and drove the ENTIRE way b/c i was scared to drive his car.. Our first stop wasn't till we were outside of LA.. It was just a normal rest stop on our way into the mountains.
Then it was on through a big tunnel (where we held our breath OF COURSE). OUr next stop was a scenic view on the ocean. There we met some nice sqirls or chipmunks or whatever they're called.. One jumed on me so I would feed it- that was pretty much awesome. See??
After that we somehow ended up in Pismo Beach at a Butterfly Park. Well a state reserve park but WHATEVER. We saw a BUNCH of birds doing IT- hahaha.. then we walked along the beach looking for sand dollars.. Richard is now guilty of a federal crime b/c he took some home with him even tho i told him not to.. he just 'forgot' they were in his hand.. SILLY BOY. We got some cutie pictures of us on a tree branch and of me screaming and freaking out about how cold the water was : ) (it was sooo nice of richard to bust out the camera while i was DYING in the cold abyss of an ocean- thanks for the help baby)
That was FUN

hmm then we saw some elephant seals and arrived our hotel around 6ish.
Friday was spent at the aquarium. Can I just say I LOVE THE AQUARIUM!!
and here are a few reasons why:
1) peguins
2) Sting Rays
3) HUGE Tuna
4) cutie birds
5) Jellyfish

CUTENESSSS!!!!!
then Saturday was SF
ooh man we did A LOT that day
We went to the Golden Gate Bridge (where i swear we had a mini photo shoot session haha), a DELICIOUS japanese place, Fishermans warf, got our picture drawn, shopped, then went to China Town (we spent most of our time there shopping around and seeing crazy people), then at the end of the day we tried to find some bar type place to watch some bands but ditched that for a yummy thai meal at the golden gate bridge..

Sunday we drove home. that was an adventure too.. I kept feeling car sick so we stopped often so i wouldn't puke.. my baby was really good about it : )
On one of the stops we hiked to a beatiful waterful.. i'm a good hiker!! i swear hahaha- the waterfall was our second photo session of the weekend... i;m really glad we have a bunch of pictures to remind us of our wonderful vacation together. : )

I love food!!

2006-01-10T11:58:00.000-08:00

so i LOVE food.. LOVE it- i think in my past life i was either a SERIOUSLY obese person or a chef. This should be fun for me!!
The BBC asked people to vote for the top 50 things everyone should try a bite of in their lifetime. Bold the ones you've eaten.

1. Fresh fish- yum, can we say SU-SHI? : ) 1
2. Lobster 2
3. Steak 3
4. Thai food- LOVE IT my absolute fav 4
5. Chinese food 5
6. Ice cream 6
7. Pizza- freakin rasied on it and burgers 7
8. Crab 8
9. Curry- eating some as i type 9
10. Prawns 10
11. Moreton Bay Bugs
12. New England Clam chowder 11
13. Barbeque 12
14. Pancakes 13
15. Pasta 14
16. Mussels 15
17. Cheesecake 16
18. Lamb 17
19. Cream tea- hm i drink my tea with cream in it- is that what this means??
20. Alligator
21. Oysters 18
22. Kangaroo
23. Chocolate- i am a chocolate addict (and the GOOD stuff not crappy american kinds haha- i'm a chocolate PRISS) 19
24. Sandwiches 20
25. Greek food 21
26. Burgers 22
27. Mexican food- HI i live in southern CA, you have to be DEAD to not eat and LOVE mexican food here 23
28. Squid 24
29. American diner breakfast 25
30. Salmon 26
31. Venison- actually vomitted after eating this 27
32. Guinea pig
33. Shark
34. Sushi 28
35. Paella
36. Barramundi
37. Reindeer
38. Kebab 29
39. Scallops 30
40. Australian meat pie
41. Mango 31
42. Durian fruit- gotta love thailand haha 32
43. Octopus 33
44. Ribs 34
45. Roast beef 35
46. Tapas 35
47. Jerk chicken/pork 36
48. Haggis- PASS
49. Caviar 37
50. Cornish Pastry

hmm 37 out of 50.. not too bad i guess.. i've basically tried 75% of the top 50 things youre should eat before you die.. wow and i'm only 23.. impressive hahaha
or not

and it was COOL bye

Road trip CA

2006-01-10T10:51:00.000-08:00

This is what our car looked like when we were done with the road trip up to freakin

monterey this weekend!!

well... or not

but i swear that we developed a good layer of dirt
Richard and I decided it would be fun to drive up along the CA coast line- we left EALRY on thursday morning and got to the hotel in monterey at around 5 or 6pm that same night
our first night there we were pretty pooped
but OMG i was the happiest girl of all time when i found out that there was a WHOLE FOODS near our hotel.. i LOVEEEE Whole Foods.. and there isn't one close to were i live (which makes NO sense b/c i supposedly live in one of the healthiest counties in the nation- BOO)
I made richard boy shop around there with me at least 3 times over the weekend
for some reason i have a really weird food obession.. but it's a healthy obession- hmm or at least i tell myself that it is haha
well here is where we were on Thurs, Fri and Sun (we spent saturday in SF!!)

Beautiful huh??

I thought so too. i was a little more cloudy than this b/c it's winter time but still wonderful
Having time alone with my baby is hard to get sometime
we each have friends and family that wanna see us so much.. it kind of takes away from our alone time together. but we had 4 COMPLETE days of it this weekend- no work no school no other friends.. oh wow just thinking about how much time we had makes me smile

awww

okay that was my richard cutie moment
im waiting for richard to send me the pics as we speak and a soon as he get em to me and i get them downloaded i'll post pics of our wonderful 4 day get away : )

i want to be a boy

2005-12-21T13:54:00.000-08:00

Today I wish I was a boy

I'm way emotional and not cool b/c of my girlness.. I can actually FEEL it- I mean physically.. boo
It's like one thing doesn't go my way and I wanna freaking cry about it.. BOO.. BOO.. BOOO
For instance- last night, I was retarded and looked at richard's ex's myspace.. Worst decision I could have ever made.. I mean I think that she's way cuter than I am and it depresses the hell out of me so why did i look? B/c for 6 days this month I'm going to be retarded.. and it's b/c this month is worse than normal.. normally I can keep this stuff in check- calm myself down and whatnot- but I feel emotionally on edge the last 2 days.. I hate it. boo
boo to gorgeous ex gf's .. they should all be horribly ugly and yuckie so I don't feel so ugly booooooo..
and I know I know it doesn't matter.. He's with me and yadda yadda yadda.. blah.. I think I'm competitive or something about looks?? lord knows why it matters to me.. boo

Ok I wanna stop thinking about this so let's change the subject
I didn't finish my last blog about how awesome my weekend with my <3 was.. (I think that I have a new nickname for richard- my <3.. I keep calling him that)
sunday was more relaxing and doing nothing except enjoying eachothers company.. We also went and saw Walk the Line.. which is a wonderful couples movie.. haha I can't believe I'm all about the couples movie with my bf.. he liked it too.. : )
then we got food and saw xmas lights!! I really like seeing lights at christmas.. someone had a nightmare before xmas themed one that was the bestest.. we then got some rite aid ice cream bc i was craving it like crazy.. we stopped by his house and watched Family Guy but i had to leave after..
saying goodbye to him can be so hard.. the moment I lose sight of him I start missing him : (.. he's my <3 (no matter how cheesy it is it's freakin TRUE).. I'm thrilled to be able to call him mine and he says I'm the best too.. It's nice.. he's nice.. I miss him..
He might be here tonight.. everyone cross your fingers so he can come!- I'll let ya know if it worked

HOLY CRAP!! it worked!!! he just called me and told me he can come-- hahaha. that was awesome
okay work i guess..
byebye

homework BOO

2005-12-18T13:03:00.000-08:00

Hello hello

i'm in SAN DIEEGGOOO!! yaaayy..
isn't it funny how you hate a place, then you leave it and it's the only place you wanna be? Yea that always happens to me.. no fair. hahaha
where to begin? hmm
i arrived at richards house around 1130 on friday. i was exhausted because I had been up since 7am but it kind of didn't matter b/c i was excited to see him. I talked to him about half the time i was driving- it makes the time go by faster. It also made for some great entertainment (aluminium foil and all ) My stomach was being a bitch and hurt but, again, i pretty much forgot about it as soon as i saw him standing in the driveway- wearing his jammies, waving. cutie : ) I was a bit hungry. richard made himself an egg sandwhich. I asked for french toast then learned that he didn't know how to make it. It was a night full of learning haha
dark crystal is an amazing movie right? yea, we thought so too. So we decided to watch that and cuddled on the couch. I passed out within the first half hour and somehow made it to his bedroom later that night (i actually don't recall how i got there but that's where i woke up.)
The two of us awoke around 7 the next morning at which point I decided it was a great time to make the cookies i had brought for cara and richard. Chocolate chip peanut butter- what a delicious way to start the morning. At around 830 all the cookies were cooling and we decided that getting up at 7am wasn't the best of ideas so we headed back to bed.
We rolled ourselves out of bed again at 10ish, realized we were hungry and then agreed carne asada fries (minus the carne asada) sounded tantilizing. Richard called to place an order in and i swear he was talking as loud and his little vocal cords would allow :)
We picked up the fried, headed home and we scarfed them down in matter of moments- well richard did more scarfing than I b/c I'm actually the worlds slowest eater but i was still full.
I called cara to see when she wanted to eat- we had a date for Mama Testa's YUM.
Some other crap happened then we went to cara's haha.. we really left or cara's twice- once a half an hor ealry b/c i can't read a clock.. since i'm clock retarded richard got to go check the mail with the extra time we had. he got card # 5.. i have to give myself mad props for my card idea (sending him a card a day for the week leading up to his bday) he seems to really enjoy it. my cards are placed up around his room.
Lunch with cara ws both delicious and FUN haha. we also exchanged gifts. i got cutie underware and lip gloss that tastes yummy AND a new desert cook book! it was great : )
hmm the best part of lunch (well BESIDES the food) was cara's comment that everything was "FANTASTIC" haha.. that one'll linger for awhile. the three of us were STUFFED after lunch- by the way, cara and i both had the guaco tacos which are heavenly- and decided we needed to walk around for a minute. I run into an old GAP buddy while we were walking.. that was akwardly nice haha
Cara had more studying to do so we dropped her off and headed back home. richard studied some then we both got ready for Lora's party.
Lora's party was soo much fun.. We played scene it and trivial pursuit and just laughed it up..
( if you can't tell i'm wrapping it up and leaving out details now b/c i've typed too much and my hands'll hurt soon- the weekend is their break time)
i'll talk more about Lora's later.. but here are some phases to remember- UFO/plane guy, the poor kitty, 17 cameras, yelling out answers that are wrong, yummy deserts : )
k i'ma go see my honey now
it's been like an hour and i miss him haha :)
byebye

just a quick

2005-12-14T18:11:00.000-08:00

I GET TO SEE MY BABY TODAY!!

I haven't seen richard in three weeks and today I'm driving down to see him!!

Im too excited and I've missed him sooo much..
oh man today has been long and I need to make it go faster so i can see my baby!!

MUAH BABY
I'M COOOMMIN'
: )

update

2005-12-09T11:10:00.000-08:00

I haven't updated on here in 2 weeks.. i'm lagging..
we had a new girl move in last week and while im happy to have her there, figuring out rent and actaully getting paid was a little stressful. well more than a little stressful.. I was worrying myself into a hole.. : P
Now i've been paid and i am completely financially stable for the next month.. It's nice...
the past two weeks have been a roller coaster of emotion. Up one day down the next... Just when i think a problem was solved it would show it's ugly head again and freak me out.. to top it all off i haven't seen my cutie in about 2 weeks and i miss him SO MUCH.. We've been talking a lot which is great b/c i need it. I'm pretty much one of the neediest gf's and that's why it's hard for me to do the distance thing.. but he's really great and hasn't minded the fact that i call 3 or 4 times a day wanting to talk.
I think over the next week i should try to cut the calls a little b/c i know he's crazy busy with school.. i like leaving messages for him too tho.. not in a stalker way but to give him something cutie to listen to when he gets the chance..
On a happy note- i've gotten x mas shopping done for Angela, my Mom, Julie and i'm 1/2 way does with Richards bday/xmas gift (planning on getting the other half tonight).. all I have left is John and Cara I think. I'm starting to think what i'm getting for Richard might be dumb but i know he'll at least fake that he likes it.. wait no- i need to remind myself this guy gets happy when he gets socks. hahahha.. hopefully my thoughfulness will work
speaking of which.. richards family decided against his bday dinner breakfast, whatever the hell it was and i got them little holiday gift baskets. they're going to be out of town- spur of the moment decision i guess. SUCKS hardcore to me..
i think i'll write some positive things now b/c not everything in my life is going down hill.. i'm just in a pissy mood so it seems that way.. many good things have been happening actually..
let's seeee..
the absolute best thing is that richard and i have booked a vacation together!! we're going up north to see SF and monterey.. : ) it's going to be awesome.. i ended up finding a fabulous deal on a cutie hotel with a stage coach infront of it and everything.. it's just going to be great.. i can feel it
tthhhheeenn
a big part of my work responsibility may be shifted to someone else.. that will be so nice..

oh yea since richards parents aren't going to be in town for that weekend it means that i'll be at richards that entire weekend instead of just a day.. (his parents dont like people staying there and boy i can't WAIT till he moves out)
hmmmm
I put up my x mas Tree!! Decorating for any holiday is fun

i'm going to get my parents xmas tree tonight after i buy richards present.. i think i know what i'm getting for everyone now.. cara's getting _______ (i'm not going to say b/c lord knows she'll read it hahaha) then John.. well i'm thinking of getting him and REI giftcard for 50 bucks.. i know it probably won't buy much but 50 bucks is a good discount on whatever expensive thing he wants..
phew.. i have a lot to do at work..
s'pose i should do it then
as always
muah to my baby.. only a week till i see you and i can't wait muah

PS
i put the pic of the cats for 2 reasons 1) it reminds me of richard (he actually wants a cat!! yay yaaayy you don't know how happy that makes me) and is cute and 2) last night i went to Petco and saw THE cutest kittens ever (one looked soo much like jessie) and it made me want a kitty again.. i haven't wanted a kitty since mine passed.. it was new and great.

Bday Pics

2005-11-27T20:47:00.000-08:00

Mr. Dane Cook and what I wore to see him : )

My Birthday

2005-11-27T20:14:00.000-08:00

Saturday was my 23rd bday and it was great!!
It started off not so well but the night was WONDERFUL
All day Angela kept calling me to talk to richard b/c they were planning the night out. It was nice to see that angela would do that for me. She can be super nice when she wants to. Angela worked from 8am to 5 that day and I was told to be ready to go at 6ish. Angela also told me to dress up and look cute. I was excited b/c I love having a reason to dress up.
No one told me where we were going or what we were doing.. We went to olive garden for dinner. We had to wait a LONG time to get a table but I got to eat chocolate lasagna.. yummyum.. At dinner they told me what we were doing.

WE WENT TO SEE DANE COOK!!!!

it was sooo awesome and funny!!.. Even if we had to stand outside in freezing weather for 2 hours- it was worth the wait.. Dane Cook is hilarious
here are highlights from the show
1) Talking about Ross
2) L-O-V-E jokes
3) Sneezing at Rite Aid
4) Jeez-its

hahhaha

I'll post pics later..
YAY
thanks to my friends for giving me an awesome bday

PS richard was too cute and sang me a song : )- i'll write more later while at work.. i'm not feeling so well right now so i'm going to beddy bye

an HOUR early! what what? haha

2005-11-23T14:28:00.000-08:00

It's official. My work has decided to be nice enough to let us ALL off an hour earlier than usual today :) YAY

and what am i doing now that i know? writing a blog.. wow

fact of the day:

When Teddy has caffeine it makes her CRAZY. First she gets EXTREMELY hyper/happy. Then when it wears off all she wants to do is go to bed.. WONDERFUL

I got THE CUTEST email in the HISTORY of emails today.. i almost want to freakin publish it so every can see how awesome my boyfriend is.. but i'm not- bc that's lame and rude.. it's PERSONAL people GEESH

i went to starbucks today and got a pumpkin spice latte to get me in the holiday mood.. it was great.. and i convinced a girl from work to go with me that made it fun too

I realized i say the word "soo" a lot.. i'm going to try to cut back on that.. what am i? 6?? EXACTLY

tonight i'm going to stay the night at my parents house and cook for tomorrow.. ima try to go to bed early tonight.. i want to wake up at the crack of sparrow (as john would say) to go shopping at Target b/c there is a crazy good sale going on there.. i'm not going to list everything i'm getting b/c they might be presents for people who read this thingy : )

YAY for shopping- i'm way excited
wait i can put what i'm getting for myself i guess
Family guy season 3
and
the simpsons season 6
and mmaaayybe
some 10 dollar egyptian cotton sheets

i just took a 20 min break to sit and chat with co workers.. my boss left already and i'm out of here in half an hour

okay i'll go work A LITTLE now : )
muah to my baby
you are the best and i can't wait till saturday - MUAAH :)

quote of the day

2005-11-22T16:06:00.000-08:00

this is for cara who misses chicken

TRY THIS

"Cannibals say that human flesh tastes of chicken. So human tastes of chicken and chicken tastes of human."
YUM

Shi-ZZZAAM

2005-11-22T00:13:00.000-08:00

I'm listening to Dane Cook right now

"YEA NICE"
hahah no one gets it

i don't know if anyone likes this guy besides me but i think he's hilarious.. I straight out LOL

it's Tuesday and tomorrow is like FRIDAY.. FOUR DAY WEEKEND.. i'm too excited and i get to spend my BIRTHDAY (oh yea it's this SAT 11-26.. WOOHOOOO) with richard and whoever else is nice enough to stop by.. hmm should i be a jerk and make everyone go to Thai food?? hahaha
i probably won't.. i think i wanna go to happy veggie and i know me, rich and ang will like it.. OOOOH or we could go to Loco.. hmm i'm just assuming that at some point we'll want food.. maybe i'll NEVER BE HUNGRY AGAIN hahaha..

i'm really crazy right now b/c i'm listening to the comedian.. i think it's contagious.. craazzyy..
hahaha
smelly markers.. THE RED ONE SMELLS LIKE CHERRIES-- i swear.. i don't know how they do it haha
ok i can't think to type.. i just want to type what he's saying.. ooh man
okay =
okay
byebye :)
MUAH to my baby
I <3 you, my cutie : )

TIRED

2005-11-21T14:31:00.000-08:00

okay today i am TIRED.

i could go home and go to bed RIGHT NOW and sleep until tomorrow.. that would be sooo nice.. sweet sweet sleep

work has been uneventful today.. i got in early today- 740 am- and i was determined to get work done b/c i feel like i'm falling behind and maybe i'm not doign what i'm supposed to.. i don't want to get in trouble for not collecting like i should ya know?

soo i called like 6 people who weren't responding to my emails.. and NONE answered soo i left a bunch of messages for the first hour or 2 of me being here.. then i sent out emails to the people who do actually respond-- i don't know what to do if no one answers their phone.. i send out hmm 10 work related emails a day.. i fax, i call.. i feel like i do what i should..

ooh well i don't want to worry.. im a real worry wort and it stinks..
one day i'll learn how to stop but it appears that today is not that day..

I called richard on my lunch.. I helped him make his first atm deposit.. : )

maybe im so tired b/c of my girl-timeness.. i mean your body beats itself up then.. my stomach hurts so bad i just want to curl up in a ball and go to bed.. YUCK
i guess this month was a bad one for me..
some one should explain to me how it is i LOOK pregnant (b/c of bloatedness) when i'm not.. apparently it's 'cute' tho.. well if that's cute send me straight to the ugly train b/c it's HURTS being cute haha
yuckyuck, bed please.. i'm still here another 3 hours or something.. wow

hmm maybe if i listen to a comedian it'll help

To be continued...

it's been too long

2005-11-18T14:52:00.000-08:00

it's been way too long since i've posted something.. richard is probably getting tired of looking for no reason hahah : ) HIII BABY
it's also been entirely too long since i've seen my baby..

i just got back from lunch and cara is emailing me too slow soo im FORCED to write a blog

apparently i'm going to see MxPx tonight.. that should be interesting..

you know what? i never wrote a blog telling what a GREAT and wonderfully mushy weekend i has last week with richard.. we were toooooo cute.. lying in bed together all day.. just giggling and tickling and funness all around

that's all for the mushy- well for the time being-

dude i tried some of this dressing from pick up sticks and it was SPICY.. it had horseradish in it or something and now my sinuses BURN like crazy.. and my nose is running.. i tried it 15 mins ago and i STILL feel it.. it was like taking that HUGE green chunk of wasbi they give to you at sushi and SNORTING it..
OUCH

ok so i'm exaggerating a little bit but my sinuses do still hurt and it has been 15 mins.. ouchie couchie..

My boss rachel went out to lunch with Miller ( the head of the CO where i work) and he asked about me!! hahahahah

right before they all left i shot him a smile hahahah.. apparently i'm noticable.. or not

aww i miss my baby.. like every 5-20 mins it hits me.. i wannaaaa see him.. i think it makes my days longer b/c i'm wishing i was somewhere else with him..

okay now i'm just complaining.. i supposed i could find SOMETHING to do
PEACE

a little bummed

2005-11-14T15:03:00.000-08:00

okay so i'm a little bummed right now
it's premature bummed-ness too

A week or so ago richard and I decided to celebrate his bday on dec 17th w/ dinner w/ his parents and rue. And i had forgotten that, on that particular night, i'm supposed to be at my works holiday celebration/dinner thing.. I was even going to ask rick to go with me.. BOO to that!

i would much rather see my baby than go to some dumb office thingy.. but i'm new here and it's very political and competitive.. i don't wanna lose any ground b/c of not going.. yea i knoe richard will understand and not make a big deal out of it or anything but it's a big deal to me.. i really wanna be with him and go out with his parents.. i haven't really spent near as much time with his folks as he's spent with mine.. i wanna feel comfortable with them and that'll only happen with time too.. YUCK

i like how pickles taste but i don't like being in one : P

with richard living a hundred miles away i never wanna miss one opportunity to see him.. yuck yuck pooeeyyy

: (

i want this to work itself out now please

oh well an hour and a half left to work

i wanna run

2005-11-11T15:44:00.000-08:00

so this blog should be called
sleep when you die and blog when you work
b/c that's what i do

soo today i get to see richard! yay
i'm a little worried i'm too tired to do anything but sleep tho.. when i see him i'll probably be re-energized (i hope)
the bad thing is i don't know when i'm going to see him.. angela needs a date for some dinner thing tonight and i'm gunna be it if she doesn't find someone else.. i've been trying to call her all day but she hasn't returned my calls or texts.. bllaahh

i wanna go b/c it'll be fun and i love hanging out with angela but part of me feels that i just wanna lay in bed ALL WEEKEND- from friday night to sunday night.. ooh that would be nice.. i'm sure after about 12 hours i'd need to eat tho..

TIREEEDD
BED
PLEEAASSEE

i only have half an hour left at work.. YAY.. but boy has today been crawling by

i have nothing else to write i guess.. nothing to say but come one time hurry up!!

i'm witchy : P

2005-11-10T16:42:00.000-08:00

So I'm at work- like always- and today i started getting really pissy about being bored.. "it sucks- blahblahblah"
I feel like I'm being ungrateful today.. to me that is terrible- it really bugs me when people don't see how lucky they are.. and today, that's me.. not seeing or knowing that things are going well..

i have a decent job that pays me enough to get by (granted i would like to be making more b/c i know i'm the lowest paid person here but i am fine with what i'm making right now b/c it more than pays my bills).. i have an amzing bf who is kind and caring and tells me he cant wait to see me.. but i'm being hard on myself and others.. i do that sooo much.. i have to keep my harshness in check b/c it's dumb and it's me not being ungrateful and not being understanding.

hmm this might not be making sense to anyone who reads it- but i get it- oh well..

i just got back from lunch and i realized that i said something harsh to my bf.. i don't know if he noticed (and i feel kinda dumb b/c he reads this) but he told me to relax and try to meditate and i was like 'that's GAY'.. wow that was mean of me.. i guess i was in a pissy-er mood than i thought.. i'm glad i realized it afterwards tho b/c i never used to.. soo now the new trick is being thoughtful B4 I open my big yucky mouth : P

This may not even be a big deal to anyone besides me but I reaally want to be a kind, understanding girl and sometimes I forget that.. soooooooo basically this was a NOTE TO SELF:
BE NICE, understanding, caring and kind.. those are all things you want HELLO
hahahahha- yea im a nerd but sometimes you have to will yourself to be those things

aahh i was supposed to leave work 10 mins ago!!
too much to do NOW : (

byyeee

if you say soooo

2005-11-07T17:37:00.000-08:00

Helloooo
im at home after a long day at work
i think that once lunch is over at work everything is 93435987 times better.. i feels like the day flies by then. but the mornings suck booty

sooo i've talked to my cutie already 3 times today.. and i wanna talk to him again before beddy bye.. FOUR MORE DAYS!!!!!! yay
I LOVE that i have a bf now.. it's great.. good company.. good kisses.. good conversation.. all around good : )

so i know it's already almost been a month (offically on the 10th) but i'm still in shock.. the last thing i ever expected was this. and it's the best thing at the same time..

soo this post, like 80% of the other posts, is dedicated to the wonderfulness that is my boyfriend

i know he likes it and i know i do too..

mmmMmmmMMmmMmm

okay ima go watch the simpsons and giggle a lot
muah to my sexy silly spectacular bf :)

The Pics I Promised

2005-11-04T19:25:00.000-08:00

These are some fun pics.. one is me as a psyco mini golfer.. the other is our pumpkins. i'm running away from james b/c i just got his back all wet in another.. and finally me and the best guy ever- my Cutie (aka sexy silly boy richard)

i have some from thai town that i want to put up too.. but i didnt' download them to this computer.. i'll put them up when i'm at home and not at my parents house

:)

friday 1/2 left of work = BLOG TIME

2005-11-04T16:09:00.000-08:00

It's friday.. I'm EXHAUSTED
awww cara just said something that made me miss my richard even more
we're both tired and she said she just wants to go home and curl up with someone and watch a movie.. but she can't
AND NIETHER CAN IIII

waaah
boo

aannnd i'm over it
moving on
i really like what i'm doing at work a lot more now.. i basically just talk to people either via email or on the phone.. and everyone knows i'm a talker so it works out..

this week has been busy and tiring.. i've fallen asleep with richard on the phone twice.. opps
apparently last night i was sexy with whatever it was i was saying b/c it turned him on er something.. dang i must be GOOD hahahahha

all i really remember is being like come here and i miss you and junk..
i'm kinda sad i missed out on my being sexy hahah.. it's such a rare thing ya know??

i've really been missing my richard this week.. i love being held and cuddled... and i'm fully aware that this is waayy too mushy and cheesey and blah but I LIKE IT hahahhaha

James left last night.
That was a bit of a downer.. We never know when John's sons are going to be able to fly out again and it's usually years before they can.. John has awesome sons.. they are fun and funny.. it's FANTASTIC

okay i have 10 mins before i can leave work.. ima post pics tonight of the past week or two- they were great weeks with the fam.. i really enjoyed myself
okay i'm OUTTA HERE

ps i watched Aladdin last night and when i say 'OUTTA HERE' i think of the genie.. that guy is AWESOME haha

I'm full of MUSH

2005-10-31T15:20:00.000-08:00

I discovered reason # 9375628358 I like richard

He's starting to pick up my catch phrases and sometimes when i he says something.. All i can think is- "Man that is SO something I would have said"

: )

I <3>

happy halloween

2005-10-31T09:18:00.000-08:00

wow it's been awhile since i've said much..

i've been busy with decorating for halloween at work so that's where the free time went i guess,
I didnt bring my ipod with me today and am already missing it. Today is the perfect day to just sit and listen. I'm trying not to be stressed about my angela situation but it's really buggin me.. I've called her 3 times now and gotten no response.. Ima try to not worry until 11 tonight tho..

this whole situation makes me feel like poo.. yuck- pooooo.. I mean why is my best friends good friends with my ex? yes, she has every right to be but why would she want to be.. i guess he just squeezes his way into everyone's life.. yuckyuckyuck

i guess in persuit of not worrying i shouldn't be pondering how this whole thing is going to work out.. but it's difficult.. if angela wants me to just get over it all so i can hang out with them this is a real problem.. i dont think she understands that i'm over being with the boy but i don't want to associate with him and to do something that stressful/awkward you should really want it. i dont understand why she wants me to either.. is it just bc it is easier for her social life? wow that would suck but it probably is- ookkaayy boo. no more negative thinking..

woohoo- finally got my appointment with planned parenthood but its sat at 8am.. that's early : P but i said i wanted as soon as possible.. lord knows with my luck it'll turn out i have cancer and have 2 weeks to live hahaha..
wow that wouldn't be funny- bllaahh i'm tired

soo fun stuff happened this weekend too.. I got to see my honey and hang out with james. I sure did tucker myself out tho.. we did A LOT on saturday.. i'm just going to list it b/c describing each event would make this my longest blog ever and i don't feel like it

SAT
woke up at 12 and went to Hobb Nobb for breakfast
Went to balboa park to walk off breakfast
saw the 90 year old organ and fountain and botanical garden thingy
Went to old town- bought honey sticks, stole a pumpkin, walked up a hill to see houses
Went to mission beach- rode the rollercoaster, watched the sunset
went to richard's bakery had some drinks and talked with Edwin
went to richard's house and drew on the pumpkins we stole from old town
Went to mamma testas- had delicious spicy food and saw a bunch of interestingly dressed people.
Went to Scolaries (or however you spell it) and it was too early so walked to off the record then went back and played some pool,had a pitcher of beer and watched the band play (while slowly going deaf)
went to cara's and said hello/saw her amazing costume
went to La Jolla saw the seals and walked along the beach
FINALLY went back to richards house- ate the best cakey whatever it's called thingy from Edwin.. watched the japanese version of The Grudge (which i thought was scarey but apparently im a bit of a wuss- i like to make myself scared sometimes tho.. i think it was mostly b/c i was soo tired)
PASSED OUT
then had some more fun

boy i'm tired from just writing all that crap out.. no wonder i'm exhusted- sunday was busy too.. i didn't get to bed till 11 or so

wow i'm impressed with myself

ok ima work some and post more if i get bored

BOOO

2005-10-25T09:11:00.000-07:00

I was gonna put up pics of my weekend while I was working but my works STUPID web security thing won't let me!!! BOOOO

BOO now Ima work slow in protest.. I need to figure a way to override this thing. It's way annoying-- I must use my genius powers for evil now.. hahaha

PS- joke for the minute
Im against protesting but I don't know how to show it.. hahahhahaha

Weekend of goodness

2005-10-24T09:42:00.000-07:00

This weekend was a good one.. Mostly b/c I got to see Richard and James.. double bonus

Okay I already wrote about my friday water bill fiasco.. but after that whole thing I went and hung out with my family- my mom, john and james (my step bro/johns son).. they wanted to go out to eat and watch Wallace and Gommit.. sounded fun to me and i hadn't seen James yet and i had heard he lost some weight so i wanted to see.. James definately is thinner than before- but he was never fat, kinda chubby or something i guess..
Well we went to islands and there was a half an hour wait.. we decided to be clever and put our names into CPK too and go to whichever resturant paged us first.. While waitng we strolled over to Barnes and Nobles. Man i LOVE that place.. well i only like MY barnes and nobles.. other ones usually aren't as good..
I immediately went to the 'Bargin' section b/c it's my favorite. First I saw a caligraphy set and thought "how neat! john does caligraphy, maybe he'd like this." but then i found the motherload of all awesomeness deals.. a HUGE biography of the guys from Monty Python-hardback- for only 10 bucks.. that was AWESOME and I knew john would love it.. and he did.. we made our purchases and headed back over to the resturants.. Turned out that both of them had called us while we were gone. We decided to have Islands (mom really wanted it- she likes the Mango-ritas)
I LOVE Islands fries.. they are salty and yummy and ranchy mmMmMMMm skins still on make the BEST fries..
For dinner i had nachos and fries hahahahha worst dinner ever- soo bad for me but i didn't care.. james had his first Mai Tai.. Apparently there is RUM in it hahhaha
We went to charter center to see wallace and grommit (the theatre i used to work at)... The movie was good. and i was extremely excited before it started b/c they showed a short film with the peguins from Madagascar.. i had completely forgotten that the short film was playing with the movie.
Then it was home and off to bed- i was trying to make the night go by as fast as possible b/c in the morning my cutey richard was coming..

SATURDAY

I woke up at 830ish and the first thing i did- before i was even actaully awake- was call richard to make sure he was up and getting ready to go.. hahaha i'm a major nerd..
He was up and getting ready.. I had a crap load of stuff to do before he got there tho.. I had to clean, go to the store to get washcloths and soap and a tooth brush aaaann go get him some flowers, and i also wanted to time it so that when he was walking my house it would smell like fresh baked cookies and he could eat them while they were still warm- good god i'm the biggest NERD ever but i knew he'd really like it...
well the plan worked and i was soo glad to see him.. i just hugged him the first 5 minutes he was there.. and he brought me a rose.. aww what a cutey
annnyywaayyyss.. we headed over to my parents house- which was kind of a pain b/c there was some fair thing going on that was blocking my street.. when i walked by it it seemed pretty cool b/c they had a bunch of old school cars lined up to look at but they stopped showing them at 11 or something..
We got to my parents house around 1 and then hopped in the car and headed to LA for the day.. Wait first something funny happened.. John introduced his own son by the wrong name.. hahahhaha ooh man he's never going to live that down.. calling james robert was a bad mistake. We went to Thai town first.. had some lunch then went into a thai grocery store.. OH MAN i loved the grocery store. it was great.. especially since the store had durian in it (a REAALLY smelly fruit that is considered a delicacy in Thailand- and i'm nto exaggerating is REALLY smelling so smelly that it is illegal in some countries to have it out in the public) I had james and richard smell it.. hahahhaha

I LOVE ASIAN GROCERY SHOPPIINNNGG.. this stuff was authentic THAI too.. it was too cooll aaaahh best thing ever hahhaah

after that we went to Little Japan or something.. we went in another grocery store (it wasn't as impressive as the thai one haha) and i got some green tea ice cream- richard got mochi..
oh i forgot my favorite part about that Japanese grocery store was this: i was walking around by myself and i hear a HUGELY loud laugh (richard of course).. i followed it and found him and asked what was funny.. he eventually told me james had said some "man juice" joke.. hahaha that was my favorite part b/c 1) richards ridiculously loud laughing 2) richard gets along with my family soo well.. they really like him and it makes me happy..
The drive home was great too. First james and i agrued about the "proper" way to say things.. then we played "I spy with my little eye".. hahah boy did I suck at that- I spy something that started with E.. Eyes?? nope Ears?? DAMN IT YES!! hahahhahah

after we got home we headed out again.. this time to sushi.. it was my first time eating fish in FOREVER and i was nervous about it upsetting my stomach but it turned out okay..
sushi was DELICIOUS

Richard and I were POOPED from doing so much in one day. we back to my apartment tp relax and watch movies.. We put in Suspect Zero and then it was bed time

SUNDAY

Richard said he had to leave early in the morning on Sunday but that didn't happen hahhaha.. and it wasn't me trying to convince him to say or anything.. it just happened. we layed in bed listening to music till 11ish then we went out for a breakfast burrito.. which was delicious.. we brought the burritos home and watched batman begins while eating.. that is a LONG movie too.. he ended up not leaving till 4.. which was a lot later that he or i expected.. but boy was i greatful for every minute.. this time it was hard for me to say good bye.. i got sad and it showed..
i've decided from now on to suck it up and not act sad.. no one likes that and richard is just as sad as i am.. i don't want to make it any harder to leave than it already is..

oookkaayy i need to acaully work while i'm at work now.. hmm or not.. hahahha maybe i'll add more later.

till then . . .

Freakin Angela

2005-10-21T17:37:00.000-07:00

so i get home from work and there is a envelope on the door.. i'm like CRAP this in NOOTTT good.. so i open it and it says we owe 100 BUCKS for water..
OK
i've NEVER seen a water BILL.. so i'm pisssed. freakin LIVID..
I immediately go to our rental office and ask "what is this?? We've never gotten a bill"
I get the guy to agree to take off the late charges and i pay the man 96 bucks.. dude that is ALOT for water..
i asked why it was so much and he's like oohh the POOOOOLLLS cost money.. PPOOOLLLLSS.. what the hell kind of complex charges you for the Community POOL.. so i can expect to pay 50 bucks a month for a POOL. grrrrrr
then i go back to the APT and begin rumaging thru angelas mail to see if SHE got a bill ever. OH YEA- she got the bills and NEVER told me.. aaaannd NEVER paid or even opened them... ooh i was even MORE pissed at HER this time.
that is completely irresponsible.. but then i thought about it and realized that the bill was in HER name and not mine soo she's really screwing herself.. but now i'm out 50 buck (once angela finally pays me) and in a worse mood. BOOOOOOOOOO
BOOOO
okay that's my rant for the day.. GGGGGGRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

booooooooooo

ps- i get to see richard in LESS than 24 hours : ) YAY

Bob Barker knows what's up

2005-10-21T08:34:00.000-07:00

Listen to the words of Mr. ThePriceIsRight:

I'm a vegetarian - I think there's a strong possibility, had I not become a vegetarian, I would not be working now. I became a vegetarian about 25 years ago, and I did it out of concern for animals. But I immediately began having more energy and feeling better. Bob Barker

Bob Baker know's FASHION:

If you look around, you don't see young women wearing furs, you see matronly women wearing furs. Furs are no longer chic. Bob Barker

Bob Barker makes me laugh:

Nothing gives me quite so much joy as when people tell me they've had their pets spayed or neutered. Bob Barker

Those are my fun fact type things for the day- well for right now..
work is slllooowww today soo I may post more later

PS- did you know that the Rose and the Apple come from the same plant family??
THANK MARTHA ; )
now gimme some PIE

best ever

2005-10-19T21:51:00.000-07:00

So today was a good day.
Work was slow but I called richard and talked to cara a lot though and that helped/
After work i had a nice wokout

When i got home from the workout I had a missed call and new message. It was richard :) he left the cutest message EVER.. He told me I was the best girlfriend too.. I sent him a card in the mail a couple of days ago and he got it today.. He really liked it.. which is great b/c that was my plan. Making my bf happy or making him smile is GREAT.. it makes me happy

Then i remembered that Batman Begins went on sale at Circuit City for 14.99 soo I headed over there. They were sold out. I couldn't remember whether Besy Buy gave you 10% off a competitors price if it was lower or not. I actually didn't even think about it but I called Konrad (he's a supervisor at Best Buy) and he actually answered while he was working.. that was way nice of him soo i'm thinking he doesn't hate me hahahha.. he told me that they just matched the price. I drove over to best buy and bought that and Hook... only spent 25 bucks.. pretty good deal for a brand new movie and an old classic..

My mom called about 7 times (and i'm NOT exaggerating) to tell me they were going ot Silky Sullivans then to ask if i wanted ot come.. then to say she wasn't going there.. oooh but before all that she called to say she and james (my step brother from england) got home from LAX okay.. she left 3 messages.. wow..

potstickers for dinner, chocolate malted crunch for desert, now im gonna shower, call richard, watch Hook and go to bed.. mmMmmMMmmmMMMmm phone call with richard : )

nightnight

yea yea i know

2005-10-18T17:13:00.000-07:00

soo i know i'm over reacting at this moment but i've gotten cabin freakin fever from being inside all day, seeing no one, barely talking, and feeling like poo.

bllllaaahhhh-- i texted konrad and told him i had cabin fever and asked to hang out and he said no.. ouch.. that sucks.. i really hope i haven't lost another friend.. i feel like it's freakin impossible to keep friends... especially guy ones.. they always just stop talking to me and stop hanging out.. boooo to that.. booo : (

okay enough with this lame cabin fever over reaction.. ima not think about this and give the friendship more time b/c i know i'm being dumb and lame and crraaaazzzyyyyyyyy b/c i've got nothing else right now..

i was thinking about getting thai food to make me feel better but since i thought about it, i've become too lazy to go get it and have already eaten something else.. blllllllllllaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh
GET ME OUTTA THIS HOUSE.. i hate being inside for an entire day bbbboooooooo

oh well tomorrow i'll be HAPPY to go to work i guess

peace be with you mah bros and hos

on the coouuucchhh

2005-10-18T12:42:00.000-07:00

Yes I am not feeling the best... but I'll feel better after today- YAAYY.. .then it'll be Hump Day and the week is half over and one day closer to sushi night

Quote for today:

We must not allow the clock and the calendar to blind us of the fact that each moment of life is a miracle and a mystery.
- HG Wells

I have more free time than usual today. I stayed home from work. So a lot of daytime TV and relaxing.. I don't even really like TV but I want to do something that requires me not to move or think or do anything and TV definately does that.. hmm what have I been up to the past couple of days??

Sunday I went to visit my grandpa. I wasn't feeling too bad tho. We had great food.. HUGE artichokes, risotto, dehydrated strawberries (which are my favorite new snack), avacados and it was all delicious. We went upstairs and painted, i went on a walk where some creepy guy asked for my number.. It was a great day tho

Monday i went to work but towards the end of the day i was not feeling well at all.. i paper macheted at lunch... that's pretty much my favorite part of my workday hahaha.. I was completely out of it when i was driving home.. acting like a crazy woman but richard seemed to think it was funny and didn't mind.. i even had a laugh attack for about 5 minutes.. ooh boy was that interesting.. Konrad came over at night and we watched Harry Potter.. I took medicine that made me pass out half way thru the movie tho.. I TRIED to stay awake.. it was phsyically impossible..

When I woke up this morning it was bad. I couldn't balance and fell while i was showering.. personally i found this to be hilarious but everyone else i told was all concerned and stuff.. the humor was lost on them.. ooh well.. now i'm being a complete bum, sitting on the couch, not moving and jerry springer just came on..
okay i can't post w/o saying i miisssssss richard!!!! i miss you my cutie, and i can't wait to attack you next time I see you : )

POTSTICKERS : )

2005-10-17T17:17:00.000-07:00

Ima shower now and write more after

Missing my cutie

2005-10-14T16:07:00.000-07:00

Today I'm really missing my Richard
Most likely it's because i can feel myself starting to get sick and it makes me want to lay in bed all day with him. hahahah I just thought about that and ooh man he would be 100% garenteed to get sick if I had him do that.. ooh well, it's comforting like a big warm richard blanket... I'm missing him more today b/c I'm bored at work too.. Usually I'm so busy i have to steal a moment to think of anything but work..
This overlap of teaching the new guy and learning my new tasks is boorrriiinnngg
Sometimes when i get bored, i EAT.. and when i say eat i mean EAAATTT.. lettme list what i've consumed today (and this is BEFORE dinner)
Breakfast burrito
Nectarene
Apple
Cookie
Piece of Cake (it was someones bday at the office)
TWWWOO Pieces of pie (see above reason)
That is all for now.. but i'm hanging out with the Rents tonight and they are going to want to go out to dinner soo ima eat then too.. FatTown here I come! hahahhaha
I worked out last night tho..that's good. but that's only 2 times this week
I'd like that number to be 3 or more like 4-- I guess the week isn't over yet but working out on the weekend is like stepping into a pool and realizing the person before you peed in it
Im bad.. this past 1/2 hour i have been writing a blog instead of working- oh well
I forgot how awesome it was to just write.. i think for writing random stupid stuff like this I like to be on the computer.. when I used to write poetry I liked doing it by hand..
okay anywayyysss workworkwork now

Considerably Better

2005-10-13T13:12:00.000-07:00

Yesterday work was pretty bad
I was really stressed about training the new guy b/c he didn't seem to be picking it up very well. Ask richard man. I complained to him for a good 1/2 hour or so. I was soo worried. I think i need to vent this crap out to feel better sometimes..

Today is a LOT better than yesterday
I've left the new guy pretty much alone all day.. I go check in with him every 20 mins or so to see if he has any questions. He seems a bit nervous and intimidated by this new situation but today is much smoother than yesterday.. PHEW..
For the majority of the day today I was unable to work. The computer I was set up with did not have the right programs on it.. I did what I could but after that I pretty much screwed around with nothing work..

I called richard quite a bit too.. : ) oh man am I glad to have him in my life.. he listens and likes it.. who knows how long he'll put up with it but so far, im happy for every moment

wow i'm such a cheezy ball latey.. it's GREAT

well I supposed that's it for now

Ima quit while I'm ahead

My news

2005-10-11T18:18:00.000-07:00

Mark 10-10 on your calendar
It's the day I officially told richard he's my boyfriend
This time next year I'm hoping to be celebrating an anniversary : )

What a great day

EXCITEMENT yaaaaaayyy!

2005-10-11T11:56:00.001-07:00

I am SOOO happy with work now! YAAYY
You don't even know- and you don't know b/c NO ONE is answering their phones!
Okay now lettme explain what I'm talking about:

Lately I've been really worried about my status at work b/c I haven't recieved a lot of feedback. Today I decided I didn't want to worry anymore. I emailed my boss and asked to set up a meeting to could discuss my progress so far with the company and asked if there were any ways I could improve my efficiency. About 2 hours later I was in the copy room doing remidial crap when a co-worker approached me to tell me my boss is looking to meet with me RIGHT NOW.
Boy was I worried.
I stopped what I was doing and immediately headed over to her office. I walk in and she is there with someone else from my department. They ask me to sit down and my boss mumbles "Oh we'd better close the door so that the others can't hear us"
At this point I begin to sweat. Thinking 'oh no I'm about to be fired!!'
My boss (Rachel) then looks over at me and sees my nervious face and says 'don't worry we only have good things to say about you'
PHEW- I could breathe again!
Rachel then explains that Joanne (the other woman in the room) and her are impressed with how well I've done so far. A smile creeps accross my face and it's all I can do to not laugh. Two seconds ago I was sure I was fired.
Basically I am moving over to the Collections Department to help Joanne with her workload. My new tasks are going to be more people oriented than before and I'm looking forward to it. I'll be calling lawyers and figuring out who owes who and whatnot.
The two of them also informed me that TOMORROW I will be training someone to replace me. TOMORROW. I started thinking and I had terrible time my first two weeks b/c training was completely unorganized. The rest of my day is going to be deticated to trying to throw together a system for training the new guy tomorrow
YAY this turned out to be a GOOD work day : )
okay it's lunch time

Happy Columbus Day

2005-10-10T16:06:00.000-07:00

Yea it's Columbus Day and banks are closed and mail isn't delivered. Why does this matter at all? Well my job is this:
I get collect outstanding checks via US MAIL enter them into our accounting programs balance our books and whatnot THEN I go to the BAANNKK and deposit those checks..
I got a lot of checks in on Friday but only enough to keep me busy for a day- so basically i have two days and only one days work.. I'm BORED at work
YYAAYYY
so i've been emailing up a storm and now i'm posting a blog and chatting with my coworkers about the halloween decorations for our office.. haha i'm glad everyone is slacking b/c ALL of hour bosses are out of the office today in meetings with corporate..
okay i'm going to go to the bathroom fill up on some more free water and head on home for a quick workout.. then it's off to mom's house to put more music on the nano she got for her birthday.. Mom said she'd get me dinner.. that's awesome.. YAY.. not living with her makes her nicer hahaha
okay
PEACE-
I'm out like white on rice

YEA i know that doesn't make sense but SHUT UP hahahaah

: )

2005-10-09T23:42:00.000-07:00

Helloooo
It's SUNDAY. Tomorrow is work so not too fun. But I'm still walking on clouds from the weekend. It was so wonderful.. Richard ended up coming up on Saturday afternoon. I was so excited he could make it.. Saturday we went out to dinner with my folks. Jasmine Thai- my absolute favorite.. and i got LEFTOVERS YAY
It went fantastic.. my parents really liked him and my mom is making plans for us all to go out again. It was way cute.. she just assumes that we're going to hang out every weekend.. and everyone knows if i could see him everyday, I would.. but Richard has school and needs study time and such.. I want him to do well so i'll leave him be if he needs it.. ooh i'm so glad i got to spend time with him.. you don't even know.. After dinner was actually one of the best parts of the weekend.. Richard and i decided to walk and while walking we made friends with the sweetest little kitty.. He followed us around for a good half an hour.. He was too cute.. awww CUTEY KITTY- i almost brought him home for angela and I
Sunday was awesome as well.. We layed in bed until i got up and made some yummy breakfast.. Eggs and hasbrowns YUM.. we bummed around some more- i took a shower and Richard took a little time to do some homework.. at around 1 we went to the Swampmeet.
I LOVE the swampmeet there is always interesting smells there as well as interesting people. There are great deals too.. It's a great way to spend a couple of hours. Richard got some ice cream and i got a root beer float.. I haven't had one of those in years.. it was delicious... I ended up getting 3 dvds for 20 bucks.. My Big Fat Greek Wedding, 28 Days Later, and Suspect Zero
Richard got a Momma and the Pappas Record and a cool new instrument... i got to play with it- it was great.. i felt like a five year old again...
After the swamp meet Richard was nice enough to go Asian Mart Shopping with me. I LOVE going shopping there.. I know I get really carried away there too.. i could spend HOURS there hahhahaha. i think someday i'll spend an entire day grocery shopping for fun.. Yea i'm a nerd- i LIKE it geesshh hahhaha
I made dinner for Richard and I- just soup that was a bit peppery for rich. Hopefully he didn't mind too much.. i wanna be able to cook so he likes it.. i'm planning on him sticking around quite some time so it would be nice to learn what he likes and cater to someone besides myself for once.. i wanna get back into cooking again.. i feel like i'm not as good as i used to be.. I'm glad that richard ate it anyways.. it was cute.. hopefully i'll make him something he REALLY likes soon- non meat of course.. hmmm well maybe fish.. i haven't cooked that in a LONG time tho
Richard had to leave soon after dinner.. and that pretty much brings us up to date.. i can't believe how much i like this guy.. i'm almost too happy.. i had to write it out.. there are a million things i didn't write but this will be enough for me to look back and smile at..
Okay now i will shower and go to bed..

2005-10-06T13:41:00.000-07:00

Ook so today i've realized something that i wish i hadn't

i don't know if i'm capable of having a long distance relationship.. Well i guess i am physically capable, i wouldn't die in one or anything but i do not like it. at all. it makes me feel unfulfilled
i know i'm a pretty needy girl tho.. this stupid distance is just making me question and think negatively too much
I should be happy that i've found someone that i actually like.. That's a lot for me.. and i REALLY like him. I haven't felt like this in a long time.. i should enjoy that but i'm distracted with the distance thing..
ooh man i need to give myself a pep talk or something hahahhaa this is ridiculous.. i making myself insane.. i am awesome.. TOO awesome- too awesome for lloooove hahaha

so ima write some things about richard that makes me smile so i'm not negative
1) he still calls me pumpkin even tho i thought he was joking about it
2) sleeping with him next to me
3) he doesnt mind that all i wanna do is sleep when he's there b/c i'm tired from my ridiculously busy week
4) he likes me too!! : )
5) the first time we held hands he asked if it was ok first
6) the first time we kissed he asked as well
7) he's a gentleman
8) he holds my doors open! : )
9) he thinks i'm funny
10) he has the LOUDEST BEST laugh
11) he misses me
12) I can completely be myself with him and he doesn't find it annoying- he actually likes it for some CRAZY reason
13) he lets me make fun of him constantly
14) his last name is CUMMINGS hahahhaahhaa dick cummings
15) he always tries to tell me he's not sleeping when i call even tho i KNOW he is.. and makes cute little noises to protest me saying 'i'll let you go back to bed'

okay that'lll hold me over for a little while. ima read this when i get sad.. okay i can do long distance now hahahaha
i just need to remind myself that it is MORE than worth it to wait to see this great guy :)

Today will be a long one

2005-10-06T09:31:00.000-07:00

I'm at work and i haven't slept in 2 million years.
There are only two things that I want to think about- sleep and richard.. if i could do those both at once i would be the happiest person ever- in the whole history of time

Richard told me last night that he might not be coming to visit this weekend.. His mom needs him right now.. and while i completely understand this, it still makes me sad that i won't be able to lay around in bed with him all day saturday like i planned to. I actually like that he's so dedicated to his family's well being.. it's an attractive quality... but i miss him boooo

I'm listening to Denison Witmer and I really like him.. but he's making me want to sleep even more. Today we're having a potluck at work.. Mexican Potluck.. mmMMmM i love mexican food.. hopefully it's good. I brought in cookies- choc chip and PUMPKIN choc chip. i'm not so sure anyone will like the pumpkin ones but they are new and i wanted to try it.. and if they don;t like it- MORE FOR ME hahaha i feel like i have a 5 year old mentality right now with the tiredness and such

i have more to write but i'm a work for an hour and start up with this again

Fatty bo batty

2005-09-29T18:19:00.000-07:00

I should be working out right but meehh, the simpsons are on and there is this CREEPY guy in my apartments gym..

Ima wait till that guy leaves and what the simpsons in the mean time.. Last night was mom's bday.

We went out to dinner at my favorite resturant- Jasmine Thai. It was sooo great. hahahhaah random simpson quote:
Public transportation is for jerks and lesbians- I'll WALK.

Tomorrow I'm going CAMPING. YYAYY- with RICHARD!! double yaayy I'm way excited and tonight i'm coloring my hair and watching the OC.. oh man it's going to be a great weekend okay

I can't watch tv and type.. I'm missing valuable simpsons time :)

CIAO

She works hard for her money

2005-09-27T19:23:00.000-07:00

So far it's been an interesting week. I'm too stressed to enjoy it right now.
There has been some hang up at work with my paycheck and it's FREAKING me out b/c this week rent is due and tomorrow is mom's birthday. Im actually running out of money and I can't handle it. Rent is 700 bucks and I have enough to pay it but it's definately cutting it close considering the Bday and the trip I'm planning for SD this weekend.. i'm seriously considering postponing it for a week so I will definately be able to afford it.

Last night in LA was fun but the whole time, in the back of my mind, I was adding up how much everything cost. BOO.. I HATE that

And to top it all off I haven't been able to sleep b/c of this DUMB stress. ok I don't want to vent anymore.. I need to take a shower and freakin RELAX

adios